bored!

getting too hooked up with the internet and trying my best to abstain from pc gaming. i don't wanna get addicted to games but it is so boring over here!! it's not that i don't have anything to do over here, i have some assignments to worry about, and some tests to worry about too. but i just can't help being so restless. i am feeling guilty for wasting my time feeling tired and bored and jaded but then i'm just too..erm.. 'unhardworking' ;p and to sum up to my boredness, i can't find anyone to chat here! no friends online...nobody i can really talk to! and i can't sms out with my cellphone either. expired credit! now this is really shitty. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the wonders of internet

one thing i learnt from internet today, i don't need to care how shy i am, i don't need to bother how deep i blush. i can do whatever i want! ;p it's not that i'm the type that lives my life behind the computer but i feel somewhat comfortable. i met a stranger in the net and ended up chatting with her for quite a while. it's not that i'm not shy but as i said, i don't need to get too bothered bout those blushes. hey, she won't know i'm shy right? there's no way she can tell! ;p

and another thing is that the net really helped me meet my long lost friends. it's really wonderful to meet back my friend who is now studying in a university far far away from my place here. i feel so good bout this 'reunion' coz i havent heard from this person for such a long time and i have been wondering for quite some time what happened to her. i believe there still are wonders to happen here, and i hope it happen soon! ;p

someone i knew today

weird, very weird indeed. she's someone i knew long time ago, through the net. i never knew how she looked like even when she was right beside me! i saw her pic recently and was i surprised to know that the friend i've chatted with all these while is that girl sitting beside, behind or in front of me in classes! the memories of her are vague, but i still can recall some. guess i've missed the chance to know her better. but anyway, things got really nice for me these few weeks. she has been helping me to recall all those secondary school stuff and it really is something i appreciate alot (though my form 5 was a bit not nice). but sad to know she'll be leaving for manchester soon. aih...she has a dream to persue (unlike me). we've been talking much through the net lately and it's like i've just really knew her a few weeks ago. no regrets though. better late than never ;p but sometimes i do wish i get to know the right person at the right time...and seldom i get that chance. maybe because i seldom open up to strangers. i'm not much of a social person. but when there's someone who can click with me, i don't really mind opening. thanks hui ming, for bringing me back secondary school and back to tuitions too! and wei wen? can only recall a bit bout her ;p she's a nice person i suppose.

tutorials?

strange enough i was in a tutorial class which wasn't really a tutorial class...it was more like a free class! woke up early in the morning and walked 15 minutes just to attend that class and imagine the tutor just came in and cancel the class! penyakit melayu perhaps?
anyway, went for a dip after i got back. had to cool myself down. if not i don't think i'm able to write this without any vulgarity! ;p

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what's wrong with the people?!?!? stupid assignment is worrying me everyday! still can't find an assignment group...and all those people in the tutorial class are so arrogant! sometimes i feel that i'm better off being alone. at least i can decide on what to do on my own, decide on where to go next...i hate group projects! i hate group assignments!! i hate this freaking place!

rainy day

i wanna skip that damn 8am class! i really wanted to!! but then i dragged myself up, and attended the class...it's so nice to sleep on a rainy day...i wish the rain will never end...a few more classes to go in the afternoon, and another day of worrying bout assignments and projects!

first timer

i've heard it all around but i'm not sure how this will turn out. no harm trying...so this is my first erm.. "blog"? i'm trying to get familiar with the word blog..coz it sounds a lil bit awkward to me. anyway, here's my first! :p